Monday, April 4, 2016

Preface: the first step towards taking a risk, is taking a step in the right direction

Years have literally gone by, but to be honest, I'm the same ol' person inside. Within that simple sentence, I ask myself internally...is that a good or bad thing? I have to admit that every time I revisit this blog, I read over old posts and get so overjoyed at the many life lessons God has taught me over the span of my life. Whether I was a youngen' writing about the inspirational truths I was learning about, or sharing my life story ups and downs through the years, one thing is certain, God has been an unshakable force through it all. This is a truth I have seen over an over in my posts, in my journaling, in my conversations (both internal and external ones). I love the fact that time and time again, God takes me back to places where I can be reminded of His goodness over the years. He reminds me of the many times He's been by my side, getting me through the worst of times, and leading me in the best of times. Through it all, He has captivated my heart and kept me in His palm, watching over me, gently correcting me, firmly holding me, and lovingly guiding me. So many things that I have endured in this life. So many untold stories...and I am finally coming to a place of realization that everything I have every been through has been for a reason, and that reason, those stories, need to be shared. So many people going through similar circumstances. So many looking for answers of hope. What will my story share? Will it be the hope to that girl who feels she never measures up? Will it be the joy to that young man who is waiting to hear of God's goodness? Or will it be the release for that mother who needs to let the tears flow upon hearing of the tragedies that God helped me turn into victories? My story can be just what you might be looking for...and I'm finally at a place where I feel able and willing to put the shame and guilt and discomfort aside, and just simply tell my story. Who know's, it might just be exactly what you need to read. Little by little, I'll disclose my story. I'll take the risk of being vulnerable all so that through my journey of letting go, you might come along side of me and also learn to be free.